“I’m both inspired and curious about your recent journey. I read the beginning of your blog and instantly felt like someone “gets” me. With my recent past hardship and my life flipping upside down…food has been my comfort.”
“When I’m happy, sad, bored, or whatever….I eat. I’ve gained 20 overall and can’t look in the mirror.”
“Your blog just breaks my heart. I can so relate.”
“I have been inspired by you and have lost 19 pounds.”
“I feel like you are writing to me when I read your blog”
You all think that I inspire you with my journey, but really, you inspire me.
The quotes I shared above are just a couple that I have received throughout the last couple months.
When I first started this journey, it was about ME, about me losing weight, me getting healthier, and me being happier. At some point along the way, it no longer was just about
me, it became about inspiring others.
If I had
negative feelings about myself, felt defeated, couldn’t look in the mirror, hated photos being taken, ate my feelings away and just needed a change, I surely wasn’t alone. I decided to share my story, to share my struggles and I hoped that I could inspire just one person who felt like me.
Mission: Accomplished, but something else happened along the way: you inspired me to keep going, to push harder, to not cheat when I am weak and to love myself through it all.
I met with my new Health and Wellness coach last night and after some initial calculations, I discovered that even after losing 40 lbs, my body is functioning as a 60 year old (based on BMI, body fat %, visceral fat, ect). The Emily of several months ago, would have been defeated, thought that I was beyond help, and turned to food. The Emily of NOW was inspired to keep changing, bettering myself, and living life to the fullest.
One of the biggest goals I was working towards was feeling more confident in a bathing suit. I was recently on a trip to Florida to celebrate my future Sister-In-Law’s bachelorette party and I knew I would need to wear one, but I didn’t just want to wear one, I wanted to own it, no matter how much more weight I have to lose, I wanted to own myself. right now. I worked hard for it, why not celebrate it? So, I did, I proudly celebrated my size 14 bathing suit and the hard work that I put in for it, because, I earned it.
I may not be to the “finish line”, but I am a heck of a lot closer than I was, and YOU, whether you know it or not, are helping my progress towards it.